by tendo zenji
What is it that draws us to practice and why does it seem to be more effective for some and not others? No-knowing is the only answer to that. There is a long history of trying to understand and explain these questions but it is pretty hard to say there has been any definitive answer. I certainly don’t have one. When one considers those who have traversed the path and plumbed the depths there are some salient features. Deep commitment, deep questioning and a certain flavor of skepticism. And yet there are so many outliers that it becomes difficult to make any claims of universality. In the role that I find myself in these days, I am periodically asked questions that boil down to “why hasn’t this worked?” No-knowing is the only honest answer. Sure one can suggest techniques, or practices, or even bodies of teachings, or one can point towards degrees of commitment, or issues of the self or various other blockages. But in the end there is only no-knowing.
Whenever any of us on the path speaks about such matters it is incumbent upon us to speak within our experience. If we stay within our experience we can provide some insight to others that are on the path. Everybody’s path is unique, but again there are these commonalities. One of these commonalities is what I’m going to refer to as Wayseeking Mind. That combination of determined questioning and skepticism is how I’m defining Wayseeking Mind. Many of those who have followed to the path to its outer reaches have this quality. Following my own advice I’m going to speak about this in terms of my own experiences, which are certainly limited, but give an example of Wayseeking mind—but only only one man’s path, no claims of universality or even utility here.Read the rest of this entry »